Saturday, August 30, 2014

False Preeminence of Travel

I just booked two flights for this fall... I know there are more places I will travel to this year.

I don't quite understand what I am doing. I feel over confident. Precarious. Guarded yet daring.

I would like to be more cautious but all I see are the million directions I want to go towards.

I am waiting for my paychecks. I want the finances to balance out before I keep digging deeper into the illusion of money that I don't quite have at the moment.

I have no idea how many miles I added to my minivan over this summer. I can see that I spent $749.85 on gas & fuel for my summer road trip. It was a trip where cost were split exactly down the middle between us two travelers.

I still have $5,2770 to pay on my school loans. It is a number that feels small. I expect to pay it off by next summer.

I need to get my priorities in order. Travel seems to be surpassing everything. I understand the flaw in that logic. I need to work hard before I can go ahead and just disappear for a few days. I want to take care of my debts before adding onto them. Pay day cannot come any sooner.

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