The World is Blue and There is Nothing I Can Do - Be in the Moment

GO! GO! GO! GOGO! POGO! POGO! POGO! JUMP!

I am currently laying on my bed researching random things. Many updates. Much to decompress. I have things to burn. Bridges? No. Although, I suppose if a bridge is structurally unsound it may be best to rebuild it. STRENGTH NO WEAKNESS!

I am tired. Dusting off the shelves, reorganizing and folding. I am tired. I can rest. I need to make time to rest. I want to truly honor and respect myself. I find myself in situations that are great but - I am not in it. I have been feeling empty lately. I have been feeling sick. I am aware of feeling physically sick around certain people or within situations. I hate it.

I threw out out the old rose petals that grew mold. I want new flowers. I need to eat. Water would feel amazing. I want to do nothing but be outside and lay under the shade with the sun shining all around. I want to use my hammock. I want to read my books. I want to listen to music and create art.

I have been smiling. I have been trying to be positive. It is great! I am doing many wonderful great things. I am not there. Where am I?


Anyways -

SAWA SAWA KIZOMBA FESTIVAL
Night at the Museum: National Air & Space Museum 40th Celebration
:: Random Summer Adventures ::
Fortaleza, Brasil: August 1 - 11, 2016
Road Trip 2016: New England
The Meadows NYC Music Festival?
Tucson, Arizona: All Souls Processional

I survived the 2015-2016 school year in my first year as the full-time art teacher. I survived Firefly Music Festival 2016. I survived DC Zouk & Kizomba Festival 2016. 

I put myself into all these places but where am I? Love, I am thinking of you. 

I need to keep moving. Wind carry me. I will be as light as a feather. Empty so that you can fill me. Strong so that I endure. Flexible to follow each shift.