REMOTE YEAR.

When did this become a thing? Was this ever a thing? Remote year. It sounds like a gap year for adults.

Study abroad has prestige. It sounds like it is productive and purposeful. Work abroad implies income. Travel abroad demonstrates wanderlust and wits.

Who am I? When did this person emerge? I feel like most of these writings should be saved in my journal. They shall be. It is difficult to bring myself together. I feel so scattered. I need to harness and focus my energy. I can do a million things but it won't work if I am all over the place and unreliable. I am here. I am present. I share.

http://www.airfarewatchdog.com/blog/29306695/companies-that-will-help-you-be-better-traveler/?source=45568&value=2016-07-10+00%3A00%3A00&u=TZLIFBUMVZ&nltv=&nl_cs=29337901%3A%3A%3A%3A29307404%3A%3A


http://www.stm.info/en/info/networks/bus/shuttle/more-about-747-aeroport-p-e-trudeau-centre-ville-shuttle

http://www.admtl.com/en/access/transports/buses-747-express


https://www.tripadvisor.com/Travel-g155032-s301/Montreal:Quebec:Arriving.And.Departing.html

http://citybytrain.com/montreal-airport-bus-line-747/


http://www.birthdaywishes.eu/birthday-wishes-in-spanish/

Patience. Keep Dreaming. I am not silent. You speak volumes.

Distracted again. Woke up to a dream where I locked the doors and set fires, trapping sleeping men inside dorms - no clue what it means yet. The previous nightmare of drop kicking unwanted people out of my space made more sense.

Feeling very angry and agressive in my unconscious self. Letting fires burn and letting the past turn to ash. There is so much to do immediately and I want to do it well but I am not giving myself time to prepare because I want to give myself time to rest. When will it ever stop. Never. The world keeps spinning. The clock keeps turning.

I am getting new technology. I invested in a new computer.

WHITE OAK CANYON
http://www.hikingupward.com/SNP/WhiteOak/
https://www.nps.gov/shen/planyourvisit/upload/whiteoak_canyon_area.pdf


KHADE - Cancun Kizomba
https://www.facebook.com/events/1023259321049347/?notif_t=plan_user_invited&notif_id=1467819591749739


https://youtu.be/yMWETSqrT3c

http://www.theflightdeal.com/2013/07/25/what-is-a-stopover-and-how-to-take-advantage/

http://www.fairpark.org/

The World is Blue and There is Nothing I Can Do - Be in the Moment

GO! GO! GO! GOGO! POGO! POGO! POGO! JUMP!

I am currently laying on my bed researching random things. Many updates. Much to decompress. I have things to burn. Bridges? No. Although, I suppose if a bridge is structurally unsound it may be best to rebuild it. STRENGTH NO WEAKNESS!

I am tired. Dusting off the shelves, reorganizing and folding. I am tired. I can rest. I need to make time to rest. I want to truly honor and respect myself. I find myself in situations that are great but - I am not in it. I have been feeling empty lately. I have been feeling sick. I am aware of feeling physically sick around certain people or within situations. I hate it.

I threw out out the old rose petals that grew mold. I want new flowers. I need to eat. Water would feel amazing. I want to do nothing but be outside and lay under the shade with the sun shining all around. I want to use my hammock. I want to read my books. I want to listen to music and create art.

I have been smiling. I have been trying to be positive. It is great! I am doing many wonderful great things. I am not there. Where am I?


Anyways -

SAWA SAWA KIZOMBA FESTIVAL
Night at the Museum: National Air & Space Museum 40th Celebration
:: Random Summer Adventures ::
Fortaleza, Brasil: August 1 - 11, 2016
Road Trip 2016: New England
The Meadows NYC Music Festival?
Tucson, Arizona: All Souls Processional

I survived the 2015-2016 school year in my first year as the full-time art teacher. I survived Firefly Music Festival 2016. I survived DC Zouk & Kizomba Festival 2016. 

I put myself into all these places but where am I? Love, I am thinking of you. 

I need to keep moving. Wind carry me. I will be as light as a feather. Empty so that you can fill me. Strong so that I endure. Flexible to follow each shift.