Paix - Lux - Soma
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SO MANY THINGS TO DO!
Action, reset.
All of my clocks are updated (I used to keep them all types of off so that I could force myself to do math). The clock in my car was set 1 hour 10 min ahead. My bedside clock was set possibly 2 hours ahead, must have been since daylights saving... and the random hidden clock was set to some completely random hour since the last power outage? The clock were set to 24:00 and I was completely lost between 13 and 21 hours. I misplaced my watch in Chile during my last visit home to Santiago - I will get it back eventually. I bought a new watch... I am waiting for it.
Life has been good. relaxed but completely vexing. I feel so lost. I do not understand. I can't even begin. I need to decide how I feel about certain things and I need to stand up for myself. I am really afraid of many things.
It will be nearly 4 years since my trauma. I am really afraid of what the future holds. The past has been relatively fruitful. It has its share of adventure and sadness. It has a lot of joy and a lot of running. I keep myself busy to keep distracting myself. Constant distractions. I understand. I do not know what to do next.
I have reached a point...? A plateau? I need to reflect and look back. Find clues to direct my path.
ChocQuibTown - Alguien Como Tu
ChocQuibTown - Alguien Como Tu
Bomba Estereo
... who was I? Who do I want to be? What can I control and what can I accept?
- Soma Application Due Feb1st
- SLO ... K Portraits... 5th Value
- #AppreciationProject2016
- Focusing Target Mandala
- Art History Journey through Space and Time... 1920's Art Nouveau Orientalisme
SLEEP! I need to rest and take care of my body. Health.
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