Sunday, December 28, 2014

DOOK DOOK DOOK - babaDook

It feels like a very, very long weekend. It is Winter Break but it feels like April outside. What is happening? It is raining but there is no chance for snow. Its too warm outside. Maybe things are getting warmer? That is strange. Why?

I have been between spending a lot of time inside at home and being out with others. Maybe it would be nice to spend time inside with others or even being out on my own... things to consider...

SO MUCH TO DO!
- reorganize my life ... a constant struggle. I want to make it work for me.
- lesson planning
- filing
- ART PRODUCTION! You study it... so what? Apply the rules and break through them because, because.

Its not a terrible day. I'm fine. Life is good. Trying to change my attitude. better outlook. 
I understand that generally everything is good and things will balance out eventually. I just feel frustrated and I am trying to find my voice. I don't want to harm anything but I am realizing that sometimes I don't have control over certain aspects. 

Its a reccurring lesson.
I am trying. Getting distracted by small details. Stacked upon each other tetris style. .... its like jenga and it feels really overwhelming. One day that tower will collapse but I am hoping to improve the structure either before it tumbles or after the aftermath. Starting fresh... I like the beginning of the new year. its scary.

WEST PHILADELPHIA ORCHESTRA is amazing!
seriously though birds are chirpping and flowers are still in bloom.
BLACK MASALA to jump and dance to with great company!
GOGOL BORDELLO and MAN MAN tonight with some of my favorite people.

I want to find an Art-o-mat:
Smithsonian American Art Museum
District Taco
1919 M Street Northwest, Washington, DC 20036
656 Pennsylvania Avenue Southeast, Washington, DC 20003

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